S.H.e.R ASS

The tragedy inside

2011-06-15T09:37:00.000-07:00

Can I do it?
I'm failing so badly.
I've lose all my strength.
Today, was the best shot you gave me.
Failed my persuasion speech.
What's wrong with me?
You gave me back my outline and everything.
How was I suppose to know I had to give it to you again.
I thought...
But what is the use of explaining?
Who else can I blame but myself?
Sigh.
Thinking of my future.
I have no clue what or who I wanna be.
So lost.

2010-11-03T05:52:00.000-07:00

Time's ticking.
And it's passing whenever I blink.
I'm here.
Announcing.
I'M TAKING UP THIS CHALLENGE.
AND I CAN DO IT.
The more you don't see hope in me.
The more I'll prove it to you.
I'm the one who creates those MIRACLE.
In this battle field,
Here I lie.
I can't back out right now.
But to pull myself together and FOCUS.
I'll fight throughout the remaining days.
I shall not lose.
The day I lose is if I lose to death.

YOU'RE ON SPM! BRING IT!

P/s : I'll appear when the time is right

XOXO ♥ That's just the beginning.

2010-10-15T07:03:00.000-07:00

OH MY LORD !!!

My life is ruined!
ARGH!
Is it because of that stupid electronic balance?
Or I'm just too FATTTTT ?!
god. I gained almost 3 KGs' a day.
NO KIDDING !
It's so serious.
I''m facing OBESITY. HELP!!!
I was 46 the day before i remembered.
And this afternoon after lunch I weighed on 47 after my first POO of the day.
Who knew. I went for my dental appointment just for a checkup.
Had 2 apples.
Guess what. Weighed again and it increased until 48 !!!
That's not even the "good" part yet.
The "BEST" part was. WOAHHHHHH!!!
I weighed after my second POO which was after dinner.
I was 48.5 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF....
seriously.
URGH.

2010-10-12T20:48:00.001-07:00

Dear peeps,

No matter what happens.
No one will always be there for you.
You've only have yourself.
And you will only be the one to strengthen yourself.
There is never a shoulder there for you to rely.
All I can say is.
Even parents or your loved ones can't forever be there for you.
So never hope much on anyone.
In this f*cking world,
You've gotta be strong for yourself.
No one is gonna feel what you feel.
Although some may say they understand
But honestly,
You are the only one who truly understands.
Whenever you need company.
Always remind yourself that no one will appear and give you a hand.
You just gotta get up with your bare hands.
Whenever you feel like shit.
Tell yourself to stand strong.
Cause nobody will be there to make you feel better.
Whenever you think you need a hug.
Just hug a pillow.
Cause nobody would be there to cuddle you up.
When you think you need secureness.
Just on the alarm.
Cause nobody will know when you need it.

XOXO
True Ruthless World

2010-10-02T03:36:00.001-07:00

Where does real happiness lies..
And what is the motive of living...

2010-06-28T07:02:00.000-07:00

I received my 6&9 pendant

FINALLY

!!!
After all these time of waiting.
The swarovski and diamonds plus platinum silver turned out to fit perfectly together,
with the dark green crystal.
It's a gift from my mom.
It looks

awesome

by the way.

THANKS MOMMY! YOU'RE THE BEST! I LOVE YOU!

Well, tomorrow's my mom's birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY! YOU LOOK GOOD AND YOUNG ALWAYS! BE MORE CONFIDENT!

Although I'm early by 2 hours and although we're in the same room in the same house,
LOL. it maybe LAME =.=
Oh, and HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my dearest horsie friend - TONG YIK YING.
You look awesome in your new haircut.
Now you even look hotter and guyish-er than my boyfriend.
HAHAHA. =D
I'll stop here for tonight since i'm rushing myself to bed.
trying to be a good girl though.
GOODNIGHT ya peeps!
I hereby dedicate sweet dreams by Beyonce to y'all. <3 *kisses

The Starting Point of Every Destiny has it's OBSTRUCTION

2010-06-22T08:30:00.000-07:00

=P
This will be the start of this blog which means it'll start containing every single moment
SHERMAINE
live in. Oh well, Let's get started.

First of all :
I've realized I have leg injury after i came back from Phuket. So I went to the doctor after school ended yesterday. And YAY ME ! I have misplaced my connection points of my bones but luckily the doctor fixed that. But the worse thing is I had hurt my ligament as in my so-called
韧带 injury
when i'm doing some movement. Wonder how did i harm my poor leg. Too much snorkeling? or too much massaging? LOL. Anway, this is serious injury which i can't really dance too much and havta take care of my movements. And I also found out that I have week knee bones. So now my sweety finally know why I'm always seem sorta imbalance when i stand. *sigh.
THIS SUCKS!!!
now i havta do a kind of exercise which will solve my problems. Hopefully it works like a charm cos guess what's next?

This is the exercise that I have to do every sinlge day to ensure I get my leg injury to recover. It's like you havta first kneel down on your knees and then slightly make your feet apart but ensure that it touches the side of your butt a.k.a ASS and then slowly lie down. and I havta stay at that position like for 15 minutes. You might think how hard could it be but I would say try it yourself then maybe you'll feel how I'm feeling whenever I do that.

Second obstruct :
I'm participating in
Danzity's dance camp
. And the camp is starting this FRIDAY till SUNDAY (25th-27th). God damn. How am I gonna dance with a hurt ligament. And yet. that's not the only problem.

Third Obstruct :
I'm having
two tuitions on Friday
(25th)which is Biology and Malay. So I guess I have no choice but to skip my Malay tuition. I feel so guilty cos I have missed my tuition like for 2 weeks and this week would be the third. LOL. And I havta ask Felicia to help me to infrom the teacher.

Fourth Obstruct :
I'm having my
placement test
in British Council this Sunday (27th). And I havta be there at 9.15 sharp. So I guess I'm only gonna stay over a night in dance camp and I needa be excuse earlier on Saturday (26th) night.

AWWW MAN! Needs planning alright. =P Anyway. I know you guys believe in me so I will get everything done. <3 *LOVES. Lights out!

2010-05-27T07:24:00.000-07:00

LET THE CHALLENGE BEGIN